life is still good
:] me and blake broke up, but i'm not sad because i've learned somethings about him.
God is still amazing! :D i go to church tomorrow.

it is true what they say
The Hottie and The Nottie is the worst film made lol.
:D i like the ending though ^_^

'tis the first day of summer
and i am syched!
i shall exercise today..and eat salad :]
DYING TO LOOSE THOSE 20 LBS

no more school for a good 2 or 3 months! yay
and as of today
Blake and I are dating! so that makes me really excited
he is such an amazing guy! :D he makes me happy!!!! :D
I am looking forward to this summer because I plan on exercising and loosing weight..so this is really going to be a great summer!
I will be going on a trip this summer also, for church, and I am really excited about that also!
I feel so great!
Ever since tonight, I feel a heavy burden off of me...
:] God is amazing, and I'm glad that He is in my life.
People don't understand how much God can change your life...
They don't understand how He can just make your life so much easier...
instead
they deny Him, as if He isn't there.
If He isn't there, then all of my prayers wouldn't have been answered. So HE IS ALIVE.

He makes me feel special.
He knows exactly what to say to make me smile.
:D Blake, you are amazing.



I can't wait till we go out ^_^!

don't you hate when your favorite songs reminds you of your first love heart break? ;[

This will be kind of emotional for me because my mom always wants to spend time with me, and I don't do it like I should. She's always there for me, but...I just don't give her the love she deserves.
On my 16th birthday, everyone told me they were going to get me balloons, they promised me they would. I was so excited because, when people give you balloons, or anything, it shows how much they care about you. Well, I expected these balloons from my friends, and I didn't get any and I cried. I also got dumped on that day...yes my birthday, and it rained. It wasn't a good birthday. Well, my mom called me from her job and I was crying because I really wanted balloons, and my mom came home with 2 balloons, and it made my day. I was so happy, and now that I look back at it from this blog, it shows me how I should spend time with my mom instead of treating her as if she is some monster that I shouldn't be around.

this year my mom bought me a wig, because my hair was messed up...and it didn't have a relaxer.
me nd my friend were walking outside...and the bad part about this was i was outside where all the people that hated me was located...
and...
my friend was like, take off this wig..
so he pulled it off
and everyone saw it... ;[ and i tried to put it back on but i didnt know how ;[ so i looked like an idiot ..

I peed myself my 7th grade field trip ;/
and it was on a charter bus....
:/ everyone laughed at me

the reason I think of friendship like condoms...is simply because
basically...
you (the victim) - condom...

you get used...and thrown away...

that's how i see it..
friendship is just another term for...bullshiz...not going to curse, but you get my point eh?
if you do and you do not agree, i don't really care because it's just an opinion and what i've learned over the years...
relationships are like that too...
you get really close to the person, and then after you guys break up...all hell breaks loose...
they tell everyone your secrets...and they basically just throw you away...
man...
but i guess its just reality.

the lucky charms guy always tries to get to the rainbow for the cereal, but when he finally gets there, they're just cornflakes.